Tenmagnet does not pay his bills

I was surfing the net yesterday, going through blogs of dating coaches, sports fan and other stuff. I came accross Savoy's blog which had a post about Dimitri the Lover. After commenting on it I gave him the adress to Tenmagnet's canadian forum (mantalk.ca) but for some weird reason it seems the account has been suspended. Normally they do this due to no payment from the owner. Funny thing... Tenmagnet's blog is also having the same issue. Coincidence? Maybe but it seems that being one of the best pickup instructor for LoveSystems does not pay very well. =)

Dedication

All my life I've been having this problem. I must be honest with myself and admit that I'm lazy as hell. My level of dedication for my goals is really low. I can get some things that I want but not ALL of them. I'm not dedicated enough to my own cause. Everything I have accomplished until now was by doing as little as possible with the least effort as possible. I feel kinda like Homer Simpson as I write this last sentence.

I need to be more dedicated, to my job and my goals. I know that I have great potential but I don't exploit it. I have mood swings of ups and downs and the downs seem to make me stop pushing to reach my goals. I will be motivated to the point where I nearly reach it, but at the end, I deliberately destroy everything I've worked hard for and give up. Am I afraid of success? Is there a part of me that does not believe that I deserve the best?

Mantalk

I've updated the blogrolls today because some don't post that often... like maybe once a month or less and usually it's crap. Little change there. Also I've added Mantalk to my site section.

Mantalk is a forum for Canadian PUAs. Tenmagnet started this with some other LoveSystems instructors. It is really nice as there are people from all around the country just to talk about man stuff. Sports, eating steak, flirting with women... you know. Go have a look!!!!

Mantalk.ca

I finally understood!!!!!

I had a revelation today. At first, when I was learning body language I came accross Mystery's body rocking technique. I never understood it. I come from a french background so whenever I read that I thought of a rocking chair. It made no sense to me to be leaning forward and backwards to appear as if I was about to leave at any moment. I kind of let that go and forgot about it until now.

Its pretty slow at work theses days since most of my clients are on vacation. So I was surfing the net on my lunch time and ended up on Mehow's website. He's got some stuff there that you don't see very often, live in-field footage. I had to chek it out. There was a video with Mystery in there where they pickup a bachelorette party and in the first part you see Mystery occupying the obstacles while Mehow works the set. And there it was, right in my face the famous body rocking.

I feel kinda stupid not having figured it out before. There was very few explainations about it and the ones I got were not very good. The way I see it is like this. You just have to imagine having a pole stuck up your ass that comes out of your mouth, kinda like a chicken on a BBQ, and you just move slightly from left to right and back and forth. Kinda like stretching your back.

I'm gonna try it this weekend and try to mix it up with some of Cajun's advanced body language. I'll try to create an impression that I'm a kind of spirit floating in the air, kinda like Jim Morrisson. If you look at the movie The Doors look at his body language and you'll get what I mean.

Anyhow chek out Cajun's blog for the advanced body language posts (there are 3 parts). I've also added Mehow's page in my Website section so you can go chekout the footage for yourself.

Enjoy!!!!

Positive Thinking

One thing that really helped me back in the days was positive thinking. I used to be lost and didn't really know where I was going. I was really, I mean extrêmely negative about everything. I dropped out of school and started to abuse drugs in result of this. One day my father sent me an email. It was the story of a guy who has a lot of shitty things happening to him but he keeps plowing through it and never quits. He always saw the good side of everything, his wife leaving him, loosing his job, having accident with his car... EVERYTHING.

At first I didn't understand very well. But I printed it and stick it on the back of my bedroom door. Every morning before I started my day I took a minute or two to read it again. One day I told myself, I'm going to do exactly what he does, I'm going to focus on the positive things in every situation instead of the negative. That day was eye opening. For the first time since a long time I went to bed that night and though, I just had a great day.

Since then the sheet of paper changed. I don't read the same story all the time. Instead I write positive affirmation that I read out loud. It helps me be more positive dans to change my way of thinking on a daily basis. It usually take some time to really incorporate this to my core but it works over time. I've got help for great positive affirmations.

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What is inner game?

I'm on a couple of seduction forums and something caught my attention recently. In a post there was a guy claiming he did not need Inner Game. I then asked a question, what is inner game. A lot of people talk about it but have no clue to what exactly it is. Everybody seems to have their own definition of it.

You see it on most pickup website. They talk about inner game and tell you that if you follow their "special inner game program" you will be better. Some event specialize in this calling themselves Inner Game Gurus.

I'm asking this to everyone who reads this. Tell me what is your definition of inner game.


Here's mine.

Inner game

Your inner game to me is who you are to the core. Underneath the NLP patterns, the routines, the peackocking accessories, etc... lies your true self; your inner game. It is made of how you see the world, your beliefs, your values. It is constantly changing due to your experiences. Its the way you see yourself and the way you see others. It is who you are as an individual.


What do you think?

Some things never change... but some do

I have a blog but I never seem to write something new on it. The pickup thing is nice. I've done a recap of the improvements I've made in the last year and I've come a long way. I clearly see the world nicer than I used to. I've change my mindset to focus on positivity instead of negativity. I've stopped smoking pot all the time which is great for my general health and mind. My thoughts are clearer now and I'm more ongoing with my life instead of only going out to get food and more dope.

I'm also more confident about myself. I used to think I was a dirtbag but since I started reading and experimenting I think more highly of me. I don't think I'm the best in the world but I truly believe that I'm awsome, fun and enjoyable to be with. I love who I'm becoming and I want more.

Alcoholik week-end

I don't know what has gone into me this week-end but I really felt like getting drunk. I did so on friday and saturday night. I really felt like a slob on sunday when I got up. 2 friends of mine were occupying the couches and there was empty beer cans everywhere.

New Challenge for myself : Drink less

I'll stop drinking beer at all. As for strong alcohol like vodka, rhum, tequila etc... It'll be only once a week. I'm combining this with the gym and better food. I need to lose a bit of fat.

Stay tuned for what happens.

It all starts here

Welcome to my blog.

This space will be my journal. I've suscribed at www.puasanctuary.com and as a good piece of advice, they strongly recommend doing a journal of progress and updating it. This is what I'll do with this space.

I've taken the first step in becoming a better man. I take an engagement toward myself to succeed at this NO MATTER WHAT.

I know I can do it and I know I will succeed.